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Once again I have come to the shore of the daily blogger. Humbler than before. Tumbled and smoothed by time.

time and tidepools

Do not give up all metaphors. Though I rather like similes myself, I would be hard pressed to give you three reasons why they are different from metaphors. Some suspect that similes lack the nuts and bolts that make metaphors a more significant construction project. Similes are less formal comparisons and can be used as a description rather than creating a parallel universe that the metaphor is intended to do. Similes are coated with a thin layer of grease if they are elegant similes and can slide into being far more simply than metaphors which require incubation and an elaborate birth ritual.


Eventually, metaphors become dials on the dashboard of your consciousness or switches that click. Eventually, you get touch button controls; then just thoughts. Probably, eventually, you can reach through with your own hand into the deep well of a hologram. Your hand becomes an archetype with robes that are dimensions in time. And you can circle through all the strings of reality the physicists have found until you reach for the contact that is the god or goddess, the holy one, or grandmother, who is really the person you’ve always known when wisdom was a tide pool and you were a new life swimming, just swimming. And the light and the shadows. As Shakespeare might have someone sing, with a heigh and a ho. What we focus on produces heat. Whether fire or foul, the worst that is fear or the energy that is beauty, depends. It depends on everything going on that particular day. It’s about levels. Loren Eiseley saw the entire history of the universe from the formation of the earth through to the earliest life forms, in a small puddle. Or you might have someone like Rachel Carson, knees still working, kneeling down over a tide pool watching all the life going on there in that little ecosystem. The water goes in and out pulsing with sounds and miniature currents.

Thirty years ago scientists predicted that the depth and dimension of holograms would change the way we would store information. Holograms will be the new sea deep and unexplored, with all possibilities, all levels. Imagine shelves, closets, alcoves. This new place and you reach in and pick up a starfish, just for a brief moment, to see its tubular feet searching for solid ground to move along. But your hand is also deeper. It also has more dimensions, more bodies, more territory unexplored. Although you know it is your hand it is also an archetype. Archetypes are from way back and come along with their stories, gift of meanings layered and faceted, shining like the night sky, galaxy after galaxy. Suns and moons all over the place. Many lives. All the languages. All reaching with your hand into the tidepool.

I like to think that I carry the sea in me. I would dive in and the waters would meet. Sea to ocean. Like recognizing like without a brackish water intermediate. This is how some might describe desire met in that pool where identity swims round till the whirlpool comes and everything that is you slides down, merging, becoming the whirlpool – dissipating into another realm of being.

Different people leave different messages, cause different structures to form depending on their need. Whether duck paddled or boat engined. Whether full moon or runoff. The ebb and flow of the tide isn’t as symmetrical as I first thought. There’s a different tide each time but the coming and going remains the same.

 
 
 
 
Coda:  Sometimes there's music and nobody is playing it. 

The Daily Neurotic is getting out of here

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just as you suspected all along. 

What the who ha hay?  What does this mean?  Who knows?  Check with Ms. Whoozywhatsitwhooziewho to find out.  I'm thinking the dailies really don't start until Monday. Check it out. Consider it yourself. If you're stuck on the couch, or in your home for whatever reason and are sitting outside of the Monday through Fridays that have been previously mentioned, are you then experiencing the dailies?  Probably. Right? Everyone has their own version of them.  Most likely.   There's really no need for concern or alarm. There's still every opportunity available to you to be neurotic and to receive The Daily Neurotic for free.  These days, there's so many emails and newsletters and posts and whatnot for free that it almost seems like you're paying for it in a sense with your time. Enough already with the free things. Alright then. Show me the money.  Just send a check to Ms. Whoozywhatsitwhooziewho in whatever amount you can afford, throw in a cookie for Santa, a dish for the angel, pay for the piper and their cut - whoever they are, and consider that we're square. 


Coda:  Adopt an animal. Leave your land to an organization that will keep it undeveloped. Be good.

Writing rights

Writing is such an interior act and behavior. We all do it. So inside that it’s strange for me, sometimes, to think of it as a right. But it can be broadly interpreted as a human right. It is what sets us apart from other creatures. Maybe not the octopus and any other animal that might leave ink writings. There’s bugs that work on tree limbs and leave hieroglyphics. There’s the path of the slugs on the flagstones. Birds are leaving tracks in the sand. It could all be writing and we think we’re special; when really, we just have a language that takes physical form just like the cat paws in the snow. When I think about it, everything a cat does is deliberate. They might be writing all the time and we just don’t know it. Well, they wouldn't be writing all the time given the union rules of soaking up as much sun as possible and their obsession with personal spit distribution.  But I would have sworn that my cat Stoner was leaving messages with her nose prints on my windows. I used to kid with her that it was a cry for help. Maybe it was. She's gone now. Could be her ship came in. 

Coda:  Everything that's interpreted is also everything that it is without the interpretation.

back in time, approximately two days ago

I have no good account, reason or rationale for not posting. Apologies and mea culpas.  Please accept.
It must have been that yes, some days are Wednesdays and it then follows, in this linear sort of  non-imaginative way that some days are Thursdays. I'm here on a Friday and I find that yes, again, this seems true to form, some days are indeed Fridays. However this turns out, and it seems as though it won't be much of a mystery, I'm hoping that for everyone some days are just amazing, and miraculous, and totally neurotic free, and filled with joy or inescapable smiles; the kind that tickles like a good ricotta dish with just the right marinara sauce. Some days are shadow days and some seem filtered through so many different kinds of lenses. Some days I can't remember people's names. People that mean a lot to me. Some days I can only wish for other days that weren't those days. I know, I know. This is so common. It's human nature. But I understand that in some places or at least in some times among some humans there weren't days. Just imagine swimming through time without the currents of days moving you along or slowing you down or otherwise affecting your life. Just swimming.  Just days without time swimming.  Some days are like that too, aren't they?

Some days are Wednesdays

There's frequently no way to know when you'll run into a day of the week that is difficult. Unless of course you can plan your difficult days in advance. There is a lot to be said for planning.  Wednesdays are sometimes called 'over the hump' days for those people challenged with the soul and scheduling constrictions of a nine to five job, Monday through Friday.  Wednesday, just like Tuesday and Thursdays are those days not considered significant enough to be mentioned every time someone mentions Monday through Friday. Often called 'the grind', Monday through Friday or M-F, clearly doesn't even acknowledge Wednesday.  This is the part about the culture where your day is invisible - so how could anyone know your story? Wednesdays are only known as 'over the hump' day by those people living the grind.  Is there not anything to grind on these other days?  Are they so insignificant that they can't be considered equally?  What is your Wednesday like today?  I hope it's filled with promise and connection.  If it's not, consider the fact that in just one more day you'll get to Friday and there's a lot to be said about that.

Coda: Everyone has to live through a Wednesday. It's a universal law.

Schmatas, a case - finished finally already

Heading home after a long day she saw the most beautiful flag furling and unfurling in the wind just above the rise. As she drew closer, she realized it was her mother’s schmata – extra large to allow comfort when sitting or moving about the kitchen; her mother’s schmata had what seemed like an endless supply of material; a pattern fit for a country picnic table or a flag representing the motherland; a schmata bringing peace to her heart knowing home was only just over the rise and that her mother would be there with her schmata lufting like a sail that lost the shape of the wind.




Coda:
the good news about neurosis – it is completely portable and can come along on any trip, be it bicycle, kayak or banjo. never worry about being without worries.